
It's a moment that many have been eagerly waiting for and a lot of people are even undertaking drastic measures to participate in. I kinda just don't feel it.
I sorta think that Nov 4th was the "big day." The day America made the decision of who they wanted as our leader. The historic day. Tomorrow is really just making it official.
When you buy a new a car (go with me on this), the real excitement comes from the test drive, the loan approval, the decision to buy, to take ownership. Tomorrow, in this metaphor, is just getting the keys. From this point on all we have to look forward to is the disappointment of advertising promises that never live up to the hype, the first 'dent', those exorbitant maintenance costs. Looking back and wondering why you thought you needed that 'special edition' paint job and the sports wheel package. Why? Oh yeah, because no one else had it yet; you wanted to be the first. You've never had that before and thought you needed a 'change'.
I know I'm sounding a little negative here. I hope I'm wrong. But already Obama is starting to come to terms with reality. It is not well publicized, of course, but he has already admitted that he won't be able to do all he said he would do, and definitely not in the time frame that he had promised.
Ah, campaign promises. I remember a time not long ago when the term 'campaign promise' was a cliche, a joke. Nobody expected a politician to actually follow through on them. No one even paid much attention to them. They are what they are; what you say you'll do in order to get elected. Again, I hope this is wrong.
"Hope","change", these are big words that mean a lot to many people. Many find themselves inspired by this new president. They see a bright future ahead. And see themselves contributing to make a difference. In this regard I'm excited too.
But all through the campaign, I just didn't feel it. That great sense of hope everyone was talking about. This wonderful "change" that's coming. Even on election day, I didn't feel it. And now, on the eve of one of the most historic moments I may ever witness in my lifetime... again, I just don't feel any different.
I was really starting to wonder if I was damaged, jaded, unfeeling. Then I finally realized why I'm not thirsty for change, so hungry for hope. I realized it's not because I'm a cold, cynical American. It's not that I don't need it, or that I don't want it. But it's because I've never lost hope.
I guess until now I never truly understood how many Americans had lost hope in the future. I've always felt that one man (or woman) can make a difference, no matter how small. And that lots of small changes add up quickly and affect a more permanent change than any grand gesture ever could.
If you're one of the many who need this to regain that sense that has been lost. Then, I say good. Great. Enjoy it, party it up, savor the feeling, and remember it. Keep it wit you and let it inspire you to make a difference for a better America.
If over the next 4 years I see this happening, I see more Americans taking position and standing up, making a difference towards positive change... then Mr. Obama will have my vote for re-election. But, if all we're seeing are those dents in the bumper, too many miles, and high maintenance charges.... All we're left with are memories of the ads that made us want this and too many unfulfilled promises. If we're feeling 'buyer's remorse' for opting for this 'Limited Edition', then be assured that once again I will call for change.
If I've learned anything over the last year and in my life, it's that change is necessary and constant. One man does not a country make. And my friends, there is always hope.











